Are You Going to Have Any More? My stomach was suddenly in knots. My brain started swirling through all of the horrible things we had been through just to get one. I was just bragging about my perfect 2 year old toddler and showed off her picture. Then she asked so innocently and with loadsContinue reading “Are You Going to Have Any More?”
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This is Your Brain When Trying to Conceive
This is Your Brain When Trying to Conceive….It is such an extreme mind fuck. Anyone else feel like your brain was constantly running in overdrive when trying to conceive? This was me multiplied by 10 years plus. Talk about living with depression. It was this extreme torture every single month when it just didn’t happen.Continue reading “This is Your Brain When Trying to Conceive”
Every Time I Wipe
Every single time I wipe, I have to look. I am terrified to find blood, I am terrified to lose this baby. I started writing this months ago, Nothing has changed. I’m 32 weeks pregnant, I still look every single time. We have a healthy singleton, But think about the twin we lost EVERY SINGLEContinue reading “Every Time I Wipe”
Our 6 Week Scan – TWINS
**I am currently pregnant with ONE baby. After the 5 week scare, we felt relieved that our babies were still in there. I can’t bring myself to calm down about it, though. I know that a miscarriage can happen at any time. I don’t think I’ll ever feel at ease with this pregnancy. The bleedingContinue reading “Our 6 Week Scan – TWINS”
The 5 Week Scare
**I am currently 14 weeks with a singleton** As many of you know, I had a miscarriage last year. It was devastating and I still think about it every single day. I woke up on Monday morning at 4am with blood on the sheets. I ran to the bathroom and started bawling my eyes out.Continue reading “The 5 Week Scare”